Monthly Archives: March 2017

my silence a solace i trust

hostal mind sustained in an amber of distrust
how will i train this dis-ease to melt down to dust
of a cremation that should of happenend long long ago
your trouble is that you cant let go of
feeling alone
we all are born into patterns of our death
choosing melancholy love
this love i call my-self
draped in folds of emotion
dripping down into my soul
i carry this depth with caution
of my life

this mind is enveloped in secrets i hold in
making my silence a solace i trust

nk. 26/12/2007

disconnection is truth

broken photographs of you litter my heart
this disdain don't relay
charcoal embers restart
keeping you in frames
i have the last laugh
you moved away 
I'm still stuck in the past

these voiceless dreams
echo silently
i corrode everyday
my fateless destiny
holding only words
i wrote for you
distance prevails
disconnection is truth

nk. 30/05/15

SWOLLEN HEART

SWOLLEN HEART FROM THE BRUISES YOU GAVE MY FEELINGS
I FORGAVE THE HABITS OF YOUR LIFETIME
I FORGAVE THE WORDS OF YOUR DRINK.

THE GRIFFIN THAT CONSUMED ME IS NOW MY PAST
I SHAKE FROM MEMORIES THAT I NEED TO FORGET 
KEEP ME ALIVE , MEMORIES KEEP ME ALIVE.
YOU SHOULD OF KNOWN ME MY TRAITS WERE YOURS
YOU SHOULD OF HELD ME BEFORE YOU DRANK YOUR DEATH.

SECOND BEST
NOW I AM NOT AFRAID OF LOVE
NOT SCARED TO DEATH OF GETTING LEFT 
I KNOW IM EVERYTHING I AM BECAUSE OF YOU.

nk. 08/05/2006