THIS ALLOYED DECEIT

DARK NIGHTS OF MY HEART
DRAW IN, BREATHE LIFE
IM DROWNING IN YOUR MIST
YOUR SHADOW

CALLING NAMES OF LOVE
IM FALLING INTO THIS MUD
OF MY DENIAL

ALWAYS HOPING
ALWAYS DREAMING
ALWAYS ALONE

SUNLIGHT OF MY SOUL
EXPOSING, LET GO
IM ALIGHT IN MY TRUTH
MY SOLITUDE

CALLING NAMES OF LOVE
IM FALLING INTO THIS DUST
THIS ALLOYED DECEIT, CALLED LOVE

NK 14/9/17

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darkness consumes

it pulls me down
again
influenced by existence
canalised by my past
this darkness consumes
my present, everyday
i breathe, it breathes
with me
i awe at its depth
awaken to a different beat

sometimes, i let her 
take me
for hours i grieve in
this despair
a place that is secondary
it is from this nature
i emerge
renewed.

nk. 17/6/17

GLITTER

WAITING FOR YOU TO SAY 
THE RIGHT WORDS TO ME
CAKE ME IN LIES AGAIN
FOREVER-I HEARD YOU SAY
FOREVER-MY MIND PLAYS GAMES

IM IN DOUBT
LIKE GLITTER BURIED IN SKIN.

WONDER IF YOU THINK OF ME
IM SO TRAGIC A GIRL LOST IN DREAMS
FOREVER-I HEARD YOU SAY
FOREVER-MY MIND PLAYS GAMES

STILL WAITING FOR YOU
LIKE GLITTER BURIED IN SKIN.

nk.10.02.02

my silence a solace i trust

hostal mind sustained in an amber of distrust
how will i train this dis-ease to melt down to dust
of a cremation that should of happenend long long ago
your trouble is that you cant let go of
feeling alone
we all are born into patterns of our death
choosing melancholy love
this love i call my-self
draped in folds of emotion
dripping down into my soul
i carry this depth with caution
of my life

this mind is enveloped in secrets i hold in
making my silence a solace i trust

nk. 26/12/2007